I have been kind of busy lately, so last night I decided I would make the most of my Friday by dividing my time and attentions between multiple friend-groups. It wasn't planned or intentional, but while it was happening I thought it was a good idea. I was wrong. I am wrong a lot. Basically, some of my friends felt slighted, and I realize now I messed up and hurt them. During the whole process I also managed to somehow find the time to belittle someone else I love, all because my worry consumed my trust in their integrity.

I have been granted a first class ticket through life, and yet I consistently choose to use the free bus pass that's been molding in my pocket.